Clarity
*Jagiya: “Babe” in Korean
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Most people may think there’s not much of a difference between wearing contacts and wearing glasses. In my case, it made all of the difference. I had to wear contacts now, wanting to cure the astigmatism which had spread from my left eye to my right. Whenever I wasn’t wearing glasses before, everything was distorted and blurry. Some days were harder than others, realizing that the only reason anything was clear was because of two pieces of glass that I looked through. I had to be aided by a physical object to see what I should be able to see normally. This thought upset me many times, sometimes even to the point of crying.
While contacts hold the same idea, that being that I’m still being aided by something to see, it’s less obvious. I don’t have to take them out except for sleeping or swimming, which is a lot more convenient than when I had glasses. Most importantly, when I had glasses, I always had to take them off while being intimate with my boyfriend because they would fog up anyways, which was more annoying than everything being blurry and distorted. Not being able to see clearly while being intimate is a hell in itself sometimes. No matter how bad I wanted to see the fine details, I couldn’t.
Today was an exciting day for me because I would be going out with my boyfriend for the first time since getting my contacts as well as I would most likely spend the night at his apartment. The thought excited me, being able to see him clearly up close, being able to see every line in his muscles and every changed expression on his face. I could hardly contain my joy as I got ready for our date. I heard my phone vibrate and unlocked it, opening the message Hyun had sent me,
I’m omw
I locked my phone once more, hurrying to touch up my makeup and hair before spritzing on some of my vanilla-scented perfume. Vanilla was a scent that drove him wild. He could hardly resist me when I smelled so sweet. I gathered my things just in time to hear the doorbell ring. I hurried on my way to the front door, passing by my father in the kitchen as my heels scraped against the floor.
“See you tomorrow dad!” I called out, “I might not be back tonight. Love you!”
“Be careful,” he called out as I approached the door. I took a moment to compose myself before opening the door and giving Hyun a charming smile. He nonchalantly scanned up and down my body, showing me his sweet characteristic smirk.
“Hey jagiya,” he greeted me. I stepped down onto the sidewalk next to him, closing the door. “Why do you have to look so sexy?” I giggled at his rhetorical question, following him to his car.
He told me we’d be going to a nice restaurant, so I had decided to wear a black short low cut bodycon dress paired with a short white faux fur jacket since it was October and it was starting to get chilly. I paired it with red heels and finished off my ensemble with a sparkly choker and matching earrings. I had curled my hair for the occasion and did more sultry makeup, darkening my eyeshadow more than usual.
“You said we were going to a nice restaurant. I just thought it’d be nice to dress up,” I innocently answered.
I looked over at Hyun as we walked to his car. He had his platinum blonde hair tied in a low ponytail, some of it draping over his right shoulder. Some of his bangs fell in his face as usual, although I could tell an attempt was made to make his bangs stay in place. As for his own ensemble, he was wearing a deep mahogany blazer, a white dress shirt which was slightly unbuttoned as well as a pair of black dress pants. Even when he dressed up a little he managed to look sexy. As much as I wanted to throw him on the roof of his car and have my way with him, I kept my composure as he opened the passenger door for me. He closed the door behind me before getting into the driver’s’ seat, starting up the car and pulling away.
“And on top of dressing sexy, you’re wearing my favorite perfume? Are you trying to frustrate me princess?” he said, letting out a small chuckle.
“I just thought I should wear it since you like it so much,” I made yet another excuse, feigning innocence.
I looked over, taking in every detail of his face as the streetlights consistently casted a subtle orangey glow over him. His narrow and slanted chocolatey eyes were focused forward as he drove, his dark eyebrows relaxed. His small yet full lips were slightly down turned as he studied the road. I was tempted to distract him, acting on my instincts once we were at a stoplight. I reached over and lightly grabbed his leg, starting to trail up and down it. I felt his muscles tighten in response to my touch. I looked up at him, meeting his gaze, which was already slightly clouded with desire.
“Jagiya,” he called to me softly, “Don’t tell me you’re already trying to make trouble.”
“I just want attention.” Hyun responded by taking a hand off of the steering wheel and covering my hand with his before yalova escort intertwining his fingers with mine. I caught a devilish smirk crossing his lips.
“How about you settle for this for now princess?” he suggested, “Let’s be good until we get home.”
“Okay,” I agreed, giving up.
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Hyun took me to a fancy restaurant called “Kemolls.” It was an Italian restaurant situated near the arch in St. Louis, and luckily we got a table near the window so that we could look at the view the whole time. Most of the dinner, I was able to behave myself, getting distracted by the romantic atmosphere and delicious food, but nearing the end of our meal, my excitement started to build up once more.
I carefully slid off the heel on my right foot before extending my leg until it found the inside of Hyun’s leg. I lightly traced my foot up his leg, noticing the change in his expression clearly as his eyebrows furrowed in the agony of trying to keep in his own excitement.
“Naomi,” he spoke up in warning, “Be good, you devil.”
“But Hyun… I’m just so horny,” I admitted in a softer tone, trying to make my yearning come out in my tone, “I appreciate you bringing me here, but all I can think about is getting under you…” I bit my lip, knowing it would turn him on more. And I was right, seeing a subtle flush cross his cheeks. I finally pulled my foot back, knowing I had tempted him enough. “But if you really want to stay here longer…”
“You’re really a spawn of satan,” he joked. He turned, getting the attention of our waitress and hurriedly asking for the cheque, refusing dessert. I slid my foot back into my heel as we waited for the waitress to return. There was a thick fog of sexual tension between us, and I could tell that Hyun was just as eager as I was to leave.
The car ride back to his apartment was mostly silent, his hand lightly lying on my thigh, sometimes inching upwards, stopping right before they got to my panties. He teased me in this way the whole time, sometimes using his fingertips to trace along my skin, driving me crazy. I constantly felt shivers running through my body and my muscles tightening. By the time we arrived at his apartment, I knew I was soaking. I was excited for what would happen as we rode the elevator to the floor of his apartment. This would be the first time I’d be able to see every fine detail of Hyun while we were intimate.
As soon as he closed the door behind us and locked it, I was thrown up against the wall, my lips being assaulted by his. I squealed in surprise from his aggression, but quickly reciprocated, draping my arms around his neck. I breathed in the subtle scent of his cologne, a comforting spicy fragrance filling my lungs. My mind began to fog over with mature thoughts of how we would have sex tonight. I’d already been with him for nine months, but never was he boring when we had sex. He tore away from me before changing his pace, softly kissing every area of my face-my cheeks, my nose, my forehead, my jaw. I giggled a little as he finally traveled down to my neck.
“Why are you kissing me so much tonight?” I asked as he continued to slowly make his way lower. He pulled away for a moment.
“Am I not allowed to kiss you?”
“No, that’s not it, but you’re doing it more than usual,” I let out a light giggle. He gave me a soft smile.
“You have your contacts now, right?”
“Yes.”
“You can see me clearly, right?”
“Right.”
“Then, tonight has to be special. I want to make sure I make my feelings for you clear with my body.” He smirked a little upon seeing my cheeks deepen. “Come on, let’s go to the bedroom.” He took my hand and led me into his bedroom. He turned on a few lights, causing some dim lighting as he led me to his bed. I sat down and watched him as he stood before me. “Can you still see me?” I nodded.
I watched as he started to slowly take off his clothes, first sliding off his blazer before unbuttoning his shirt and discarding it on the floor. I felt my cheeks flush once more upon being able to see the distinct lines in the muscles of his arms and abs. He then took out the hair tie in his platinum blonde hair and ran his hand through his locks, letting some of it fall in his face, giving him a more primal appearance. He then took off his shoes and stepped towards me, smirking at me.
“I want you to do the rest.” I looked up at him before leaning forward and awkwardly struggling with his belt before being able to take it off. I followed up by unbuttoning and unzipping his pants, pulling them down, revealing his tight underwear, which clearly outlined his already hard cock. I pressed my hand to his cock and began to lightly grope it. I heard the light sound of his sharp inhale as his cock began to pulse through his underwear. I slowly inched his underwear off of him, his cock popping out as I slid it down.
I instinctively reached forward, tempted to touch edirne escort it, but he gently pushed me down, leaving me partially hanging off the bed. He knelt down before me and carefully took off my heels and then started to softly kiss up my legs, soon switching to my inner thighs as he passed my knees. He hitched the hem of my dress up, pulling my legs toward him to have better access. His hands softly caressed the outside of my thighs as he left hickeys on the insides. I felt my legs naturally press together, trying to keep in my excitement. However, it only made him more aggressive as he forced them apart and slowly inched off my white lace panties, taking them off before grabbing my thighs again, directly leaning in and pressing his tongue in between my lips.
I cried out, surprised by the sudden direct touch of his tongue as he slowly began eating me out. He started with light licks, teasing me and sending chills down my spine. He then started to flick my clit with the tip of his tongue before licking in circles. He reached up and rubbed my opening with his fingers before inserting one, making me cry out as he used his fingers and mouth as weapons. He knew exactly what combination to use to make me scream.
I felt myself occasionally squirting as he used his fingers to rub my g-spot and used his tongue to lick my clit, sucking on it once in awhile to intensify the sensation. I naturally squeezed his head with my thighs, the immense euphoria becoming too much for me to handle as wild moans escaped me. He then switched, using his fingers to rub circles around my clit and sticking his tongue up into my entrance, making sure to twist it in every way.
I could feel the sweet pressure building up in my stomach as I neared climax. My hand reached down, finding a section of his hair and yanking on it, pulling him closer. It was only a matter of time before I came, loud moans escaping me as my legs trembled. My eyes rolled to the back of my head in ecstasy. I heard him lapping up the juices that came out of me before I finally relaxed my legs and he stood up.
“You already came princess? I must really know your body well.” He had a glint in his chocolatey eyes that made me melt, as if he were a predator zeroing in on his prey. I sat up as he got onto the bed. He roughly grabbed my face and clashed his lips against mine. The subtle taste of my juices still lingered on his lips. His hands eventually traveled down my neck and to my chest as he began to fondle my breasts through my dress and bra. He then reached back up, slowly sliding my jacket off of me, leaving me with just my bra and dress. He pulled away, leaning into my neck and rubbing his nose and lips up and down the length, making my heart stutter. “Why did you have to look so sexy tonight?” he asked in a whiny tone, “It’s so hard to control myself.”
“You don’t have to control yourself,” I tempted him. A sort of fire entered his eyes upon my invitation. He found the zipper on my dress and roughly pulled it down before aggressively pulling the dress off of me. He then pulled off my lacy strapless bra, throwing it to the side.
He gathered my hair, wrapping it around his hand once before yanking back on it, exposing all of my neck. He leaned back in and began to leave feverish kisses all over before starting to suck, leaving love bites everywhere, all the while using his free hand to caress my breasts and fiddling with my nipples. I moaned softly as he continued to leave hickeys in his path as he search out for my breasts with his lips.
He hungrily took my left nipple in his mouth, biting and sucking on it while his hand cupped my other tit, making sure to keep the nipple hard before he switched over. He left a few hickeys on my left breast, enjoying the moans that escaped me as he did so. Despite his desperation, I could feel his feelings for me through his actions. Every hot kiss was full of love, every touch warming up my body. We were connecting on every level possible.
In his eyes, a fire of passion and desperation was deeply rooted, but underneath it all was a soft hint of love. Even when Hyun was rough with me, he didn’t only do it out of his own primal instinct, but because he knew that I loved it. I have no doubt that if I made it clear that I disliked his style, he would suffer through and change it just to meet my needs. He was a dominant who liked to give more than take. I was a submissive who also liked to give more than take, when he would let me.
Hyun carefully tossed me to the top of the bed before slowly crawling between me, spreading my legs wide to fit between them. The erotic sight of his bare body hovering over me sent my heart into chaos. His long and messy hair draping over his shoulders, the hungry eyes that locked onto me, the glint of his pale skin contrasting with the dim lights, the outline of every muscle, his handsome features sticking out. It made me desperate to feel all of him.
I erzurum escort broke my eyes away from him, looking down at his cock. I traced my fingers down his stomach before grabbing his cock in my hand. Even this was different now that I had contacts. I could clearly see his precum as it rose to the surface of his head and I could see the prominent veins sticking out. I massaged the length of his shaft. The sound of his panting turned me on even more as I guided his cock up and down the length of my lips.
I felt his index finger lift my chin, making me meet his eyes once more. He leaned down and gave me the most sweet and gentle kisses, his quick breaths interrupting the kisses. I could feel his cock pulsing in my hand as he continued to kiss me, deepening it by forcing my mouth open. Our tongues desperately searched for each other, softly caressing and lightly fighting for dominance.
His hands softly explored every crevice of my body, lightly tracing his fingertips down the sides of my stomach, sending tremors throughout me. I lightly rubbed my leg against his, trying to entice him into fully connecting with me. I felt his lips become more aggressive and I knew I had won. His lips separated from mine, a clouded expression taking over his eyes. I reached up and ran my hands from his shoulders, over his chest and down to his stomach.
“Naomi,” he breathed, “I can’t hold back anymore. Can I?” I nodded.
“I want to feel you completely inside me,” I admitted.
“I love you,” he said dreamily as he repositioned me, pulling my hips closer to his.
“Me too,” I answered, feeling my cheeks heat up even more. I squeezed my eyes shut in pleasure as he plunged into me, letting out a moan as I felt my walls tightly hugging him.
“Jagiya,” he breathed through his pants. I met his narrowed eyes. “I want you to keep your eyes opened as much as possible.”
“Why?”
“Don’t you have contacts now? Use them well.” he chuckled, “Then you can also see every facial expression I make when I’m with you like this.”
“Okay,” I agreed. He began moving and I fought to keep my eyes open. I felt a stronger connection than usual as our eyes kept locked on each other as he thrusted into me. There was a erotic sensation to it that I had never experienced before.
I watched every aspect of his countenance change as he made love to me. There were times that he threw his head back and closed his eyes himself as the pleasure overwhelmed him, letting out moans. There were times that his eyebrows furrowed as he breathed heavily. There were instances where his eyes changed from pleasure to aggression to love. His feelings were like an open book that I was reading through his eyes and facial expressions.
There were some times when the pleasure overwhelmed me myself and I couldn’t help but to throw back my head and arch my back in pleasure as I moaned out, my voice becoming velvety. My skin became overly sensitive. I could feel every inch of his skin that was against me. I could feel every individual thrust, even as he sped up and deepened them. And now, I could even feel the connection as we kept eye contact as much as possible.
I reached up and entangled my fingers in his long hair as his thrusts became more powerful, sending waves of pleasure crashing down on me and making me start to scream out as I started to near the edge of climax.
“Hyun!” I moaned his name, my mind starting to go to mush. I tightly wrapped my legs around his waist, keeping him as close to me as possible as his earth shattering movements completely blanked out my mind.
“Fuck,” he groaned, his hot breaths and moans becoming even more heavy, “Fuck Naomi, I can’t hold it in much longer.”
“Yes,” I moaned, “Cum inside me. I want to feel everything.” Hyun’s moans increased in frequency and volume as his movements became sloppy, going as fast as he could. “Hyun!” I moaned his name once more, not being able to think of anything else. I felt my fingers in his hair tighten instinctively, slightly pulling it.
“Naomi!” he cried out, “I’m cumming!” I felt his movements quicken even more before he slammed into me and let out a roaring moan. His grip around my waist tightened, his nails digging into my side a little. The sensations of his grip, his throbbing cock, and his seed filling me paired with his gasping breath and deep moans sent me over the edge, making me scream out as my walls aggressively tightened around him, contracting and sending me into a state of complete euphoria as we rode the waves of our orgasm together.
We stayed connected for awhile, even as we calmed down. Hyun lied against my chest, his uneven breath hitting the base of my neck. I comfortingly stroked his hair, pulling it back to give him some air. After a few minutes, he finally disconnected from me, kissing my shoulder softly before rolling over.
He immediately circled his arms around me, resting his chin on my shoulder and carefully rearranging my hair so it was out of the way. I leaned back, getting into a comfortable position before closing my eyes, going into a state of satisfaction and bliss as I enjoyed his company.
“Jagiya,” he softly called out.
“Yes?” I spoke up.
“It’s almost been a year since the first time we met. Do you remember that day?”